“She’s 12 years old, -- going on 20-to-life. She is God at 5 feet tall. But, abre la puerta, open the door and let her in. Give her food.
“Old Florencia lives in the parking garage at the university, with her bags and packs on the floor all around. She washes her 84-year-old body in the sink at the library, with a piece of flannel from her deceased husband’s pajamas. Abre la puerta, she is God. Florencia is God, the God named Florencia.
“Remember that old abuelita, your grandest grandmother? how she staggered toward you on legs so thin? You were just a baby then. And she smiled all over your infant self, as you rose young and steaming from the void. That was God in her abuelita form crying with joy just to see you. “Que, que, que, bebebebita!” says the grandmother God. “Look,” she says, “I opened a door in my belly for your mother. ¡Miré! ¡Look! your mother opened a door in her belly for you.” Ah, this grandmother, you can see God through her. God is a grandmother.
“Remember that red room where you grew? That was God. Remember the warm hands that received you? That was God. Remember your father’s hands holding your face As though it were a jewel? In that moment, God shone through.
“Maria Martinez tells me she dreams of chickens made larger when she cannot find shelter. She licks her hands, “and they taste good,” she says. She is God. God is homeless, yet she has hope. Abre la puerta, let her in.
“Your mate who snores, well, maybe God snores. Your mate is God who can never find his socks. Your lover who burns for things you cannot give, your mate is God. God is a housewife in mud-face and curlers standing at the door in a housecoat waving good-bye. God wears a housecoat once in a while.
“Oh world who is young, and has loved so deeply, and been so betrayed, whose skin hangs like rags, whose arms have no muscle, whose eyes have lost luster — Open the door of your heartache, step through the door of your betrayal, pass through the hole in your heart, Pass through! It is a door. ¡Abre la puerta! Open the door…
“Oh the world is a thing whose lover disappoints, who is tired of the news that is no news, who toils for silly people doing silly things. Pass through the eye of the needle that shreds your skin. ¡Abre la puerta! it is a door. Your only hope -- step through the break in your own broken heart. ¡Abre la puerta! open the door.
“Do you remember that your legs are el anillo, the ring that circles your lover? Your legs make a door. Pass through the door. ¡Abre la puerta! pass the bolt through. Open the door, the most sacred of doors, the trail through your belly The road up your spine.
“Remember, fire is a door. Destruction is a door. Song is a door. A scar is a door. ¡Abre la puerta! Open the door!
“The forest on fire is a door. The ocean ruined is a door. Anything that needs us, or calls us to God is a door. ¡Abre la puerta! Open the door. Anything that hurts us, anything we make holy opens the door. ¡Abre la puerta! pass through the door!
“All those years of seeming indestructibility, and then, the grandfather of your world dies; …his heart explodes, and yours breaks into a thousand pieces. Each tiny piece of your shattered heart is a door… These are doors… Open the doors… Abre la puerta … Pass through these doors.
“Whatever has died and left its big muddy boots cold and hard by the back porch door — put them on… Walk through the door of this death, the door that dying has made for you. Walk in those boots that bend with your warmth. You are the grandfather now. You are the grandmother now. ¡Abre la puerta! Open the door.
“The world is a tribe of one-breasted women … walk through the doors of the scars on their chests. ¡Abre la puerta! open the door. Over the edge of the world you go, into the abyss we all march in time. Put the best medicine in the worst of the wounds. ¡Abre la puerta! open the door.
“The lake in which you almost drowned? That is a door. The slap in the face that made you kiss the floor? That is a door. The betrayal that sent you straight to hell? That is a door ¡Abre la puerta! open the door.
“Same old story, all strong souls first go to hell before they do the healing of the world they came here for. If we are lucky, we return to help those still trapped below. ¡Abre la puerta! open the door. ¡Abre la puerta! open the door. Hell is a door that is caused by pain.
“Opening a flower, rain opening the earth, the kisses of humans opening the hearts of the world, These are doors… No further lamentation required… ¡Abre la puerta! open the door.
“The scar drawn by razors… that is a door. The scars drawn by chain saws across forests… those are doors. These all are doors, ¡Abre la puerta! open the doors.
“The poem of New Life that comes every dawn, the soaring of sun…that is a door! The grave is a door. The door to hell is a door to Life. ¡Abre la puerta! open the door. ¡Abre la puerta! open the door. ¡Abre, abre la puerta! open the door.” ... See MoreSee Less
Come join us at Kripalu Labor Day weekend! youtu.be/HowaNQPsvXAJoin Faculty from the Immortal Sisters Conference for a Labor Day Weekend retreat on "Exploring Yin" at Kripalu Center for Yoga and Health in Lenox, Massachu... ... See MoreSee Less